Suddenly I See: Emo

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You are so near yet it feels like you're so far.

I should be grateful for those short, not so frequent moments together.

But its just not enough.

I want more.

I want to not say " Stop" or " We have to go"

I want to stop being so responsible.

I want to say " Fuck everything else. Just stay"

I want to be able to be with you.

I want you.

I should stop wanting.

Because wanting does not equal getting.

Sometimes I wish

Sometimes I wish..

That I was someone else,

Some one taller maybe,

Smarter and intelligent perhaps,

Prettier and elegant definitely.

Sometimes I wish..

That I was someone else,

Someone "normal",

living an "ordinary" life,

with plain dreams and a mundane lifestyle,

Nothing different, blending in the crowd,

Just "normal" and "ordinary".

Sometimes I wish,

That I was someone else,

Someone she could be proud of,

Someone she isn't embarassed about,

Someone she could love,

But no, I am none of those.

Sometimes I wish,

I would stop thinking of the past ,

of seconds and minutes and days and months,

filled with beautiful conversations ,

of smiles, and laughter, and promises, ahh yes, promises.

Sometimes I wish,

I could change the past,

Take away the hurt,

Take away the pain,

But I can't , and the present is still present.

Sometimes I wish,

That wishes come true,

But alas, they don't,

I am still me.

And you are still you.

Suddenly I See

Sometimes I wish

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