Why?
Because the person i love most in my life is not here by my side.
I have not touched , hugged or kissed her for more than 3 months.
I have not woken up to the smell of Nescafe in the morning( or afternoon)
and her voice , telling me to get off my lazy ass and greet the day.
I have not walked behind her, following her footsteps around the house
and the garden, listening to her stories and memorizing each and every
little expression that passes through her face.
I have not sat in the kitchen, taking in the smells of the spices and talking,
just talking, about everything and anything at all. Mundane things like the
infestation of snails in the garden to life lessons , sex and politics.
I have not laid on the floor beside her , in the afternoon
(with Preity jumping around and all over us )
and laughed at funny stories and lil gossips.
How I long to
be in the presense of this wonderful, beautiful woman once again.
How I long to
hold my mother close and to tell her that I love her more
than anything or anyone else in this world.
How I long to
share with her every piece of my life, even those I have kept hidden
for so many years.
How I long to
hear her voice , teling me its going to be ok.
That she loves me no matter what. And she always will.
I remeber kissing her on her forehead at night and saying " I love you Ma"
And she said , " Yes,yes I love you too. Now shoo shoo, go away and go to bed"
And I asked , " Promise? Always ? No matter what ? "
She made an odd face,smiled and said , " Promise. Always. No matter what."
And then she mussed my hair and marched me off to bed.
I miss you Ma. And I love you .
How much ? * spreads arms as wide as possible*
This much !!!!!
Yahaan sab kuch hai maa phir bhi lage bin tere mujhko akela
Mother:
Luka Chuppi bahut huyi saamne aa ja naa
Enough of hide and seek, come before me.
Kahan kahan dhoondha tujhe
I searched for you everywhere.
Thak gayi hai ab teri maa
Your mother is now tired.
Aaja saanjh hui mujhe teri fikar
Its evening and I'm worried about you
Dhundhla gayi dekh meri nazar aa ja na
Hazy is what my sight is, come to me
Son:
Kya bataoon maa kahan hoon main.
What do I tell you about the place where I am, maa?
Yahan udney ko mere khula aasmaan hai
There is freedom and independence like the vast sky here.
Tere kisson jaisa bhola salona
Like your stories it is innocent and beautiful here
Jahan hain yahan sapno vala
Its like a dreamland here.
Meri patang ho befikar udd rahi hai maa
My kite (I am) is flying without any worries maa.
Dor koi loote nahin beech se kaate na
Nobody to steal or cut my kite's string.
Mother:
Teri raah takey aankhiyaan
My eyes are waiting for your arrival.
Jaane kaisa kaisa hoye jiyaa
My heart is going through various emotions.
Dhire dhire aangan uthre andhera, mera deep kahan
Slowly darkness in creeping in the courtyard, where is my lamp ?
Dhalke suraj kare ishara chanda tu hai kahan
The sun is setting and gesturing to the moon, where are you?
Mere chanda tu hai kahan
Where are you my moon ?
Son:
Kaise tujhko dikhaun yahaan hai kya
How do I show you what is here?
Maine jharne se paani maa, tod ke piya hai
I've drunk water from the fountain maa
Guchcha guchcha kayee khwabon ka uchal ke chuwa hai
I've touched several clusters of my dreams
Chaaya liye bhali dhoop yahaan hai
The sunlight along with the shade is here
Naya naya sa hai roop yahan
The atmosphere is so different and new
Yahaan sab kuch hai maa phir bhi
All that I want is here maa... but still...
Lage bin tere mujhko akela
Loneliness is what I feel here without you
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