Suddenly I See

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy

I got smashed yesterday.

And I did something stupid ( not that I don't usually)

Out of habit without even realizing till the morning after

Also intensely dislike a certain someone as well

But I had to behave and refrain from saying " Fucking Homophobe "

Wow ! Another honest, ignorant homophobe.

How original.

Darling , we already are

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time

When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Darling , we already are. *grins*

My Alicia Obsession

I've been obsessed with Alicia recently. Her songs are fantastic ! I can relate =)

How could you look me in my eye
And not see what what i feel inside
Tell me how could you doubt the fact that
I love you...

When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Can you do that for me baby?

Lesson of the Day : The Origins of Fever

Chicks were born to give you fever

Fever till you sizzle
But what a lovely way to burn

p/s: Yes , I am that bored in the library .

You are so near yet it feels like you're so far.

I should be grateful for those short, not so frequent moments together.

But its just not enough.

I want more.

I want to not say " Stop" or " We have to go"

I want to stop being so responsible.

I want to say " Fuck everything else. Just stay"

I want to be able to be with you.

I want you.

I should stop wanting.

Because wanting does not equal getting.

Fucking Screw Up

Yes thats what I am .

I guess its hard for me to accept it.

I better work on how to unscrew myself.

Fast.

Now.

Fadli !!!! Your fault !!!!!

I am completely and utterly addicted to this song and it is Fadli's fault.

Warning ! I suggest you think twice before loading the song....

If you DO , then let me know and we can sing it together ! =P