Well im back again but at least now i have a rough idea of what im going to be writing about. FAMILY. i noe sum of u might think its rather corny or typical but right now i juz feel like talking about it.When talking about family , i mean my mom, dad, brother, uncles, aunties , cousins , nephews & neices ( yes i have nephews n neices .... so what =p) , my dogs. The WHOLE package !!! Since im on a break , and a very long one at dat, i've been thinking a lot. The meaning if life , my role in the world , how my actions will affect the cosmos n the universe , u noe , the usual stuff =P . Also , about family . There were a chain of events that led to my thought so ill start from the begging .
First , SUba Valiama n Danny Eata ( cousin ) came down. Dat was the beginning of January ( i noe dat was a quite sum time ago but i have to start at the begginning la !!! ) . We spent a lot of time together since i was the official driver , but im not complaining . i really enjoyed it. Talking to valiama in person after so long was really really great. I juz want to point out the fact that Suba Valiama is one of the most important ppl in my life....she's like a mom to me....n of course im not going forget Chandrega Valiama who is also a mom to me. So , instead of having 1 set of parents , i seem to have 3 sets . Which is of course great n i feel really blessed. Danny Eata is very much older than me so i never was really very close with him when i was younger. Partly because i never could understand his thickly accented English =P But now , since im older and supposedly wiser, i get a long very well with him . We go to spend lots of time together and when we went out with nisha n chumi chechi , we had so much fun . And it wasnt juz because of the music . the dancing and of course the alcohol =P . It was juz great to actually spend time with them which i rarely did for sum reason or the other. And thats when i realised that family is not just my dad , mom n bro . Its about everyone that has some connection to the Damodaran family. After that i started spending a lot of time with my cousins staying around here. We went dancing , to KL . Gunung Jerai , Bkt Hijau and sumtimes juz hung out at the apartment. And for once , i felt like i belonged. Which is of course , by itself a wonderful feeling . At last i have found a group of people who will not judge me for how i look , dress , eat , etc etc . These are people who will accept me regardless of everything else and will always stand by me because of one reason which i think is the most important , we are family. N dats all it takes . The thing dat makes me feel really really stupid is dat i never realised. When I had a chat with Ray Eata , it just suddenly dawned on me . It was right under my noseall dis time n i was waiting around for sumthing or sumone to smack me on my head. I noe , i noe , u must be wondering what im babling about coz u guys probably already figured this out but like i said gimme a break ok , im older now but not very wise. im still learning the important stuff in life . And juz for the record , Im not trying to say that friendship and any other relationship is inferior to family bonds but i feel its somehow stronger. So , dats it for this time . When i feel like telling u guys stuff u guys already know again , ill post another entry ok . Until then , take care. cheers =)